journal-014
Sometimes, I think it would be so easy to burn this whole world to the ground. But I don’t really want to burn this whole world to the ground, I just want to know if it would really be that easy.
Then I start plotting how I would do it.
Who must go, who can be spared?
Until I catch myself having these dangerous, intrusive thoughts and wonder:
If I am thinking about this, who else is thinking about this? What if there is someone who isn’t me who also has these thoughts but doesn’t arrive at the conclusion that even if it were that easy, it would be horrible, not amazing?